Have you ever felt that way when every decisions you take seems wrong? I broke my ship and i thought it was a right decision to chose, tapi ternyata ada yang ngeganjel dari hari-hari gue, gatau itu karena putusnya baru2 aja apa karena lain hal, gue gatau.
I lost that mood i got when i near that one, i lost my butterflies on my stomach, i lost that oh-my-god-i-do-really-care-of-you thingys, i lost all happiness i had when that one is around, i lost you and i lost my mind that day, ternyata..
It is because i use my feeling to deep or what idk, but i'm suffering and i die remembering that today is our date. I cant denied that i do really have that strong feeling for you, sorry.
Alay banget yak, but it's the truth.